Thursday, 30 November 2006

I need to clean up my desktop...

Sigh...less than one month and it's almost full... Maybe I should buy another monitor?

Woke up at 7am for the C4d Mts drama thing.

Gasp..why am I waking up soooo early nowadays????

Took a train to Hougang, met Alvin and Hui Joo. Took 147. O.0 Bibiana lives near Kenny? Sighs, went down to Boon Keng, up to Tampines.

BLEH. Reached there 1&1/2 hour late...the whole studio was filled with teachers doing the exact same snowman animation we did. =D Should have given them our completed projects. Haha, there wasn't any sounds of gunfire or in the studio.

I feel so short in Temasek Polytechnic. All the polytechnic guys walking around the canteen(s) were super tall. =( I'll never opt for Temasek Poly unless I grow up 10cm or something.

Spent the whole day making this really hawt Hurricane lamp. Unfortunately I cant show any images of it cause it would violate some disclosure agreement thingy. Maybe I could make a new one and post it here.

Wednesday, 29 November 2006


Went to celebrate Wen jie's birthday yesterday. Heehee, weird. I realised that the cousin Rachel he was talking about was the Rachel from Media Club. O.o Played halo2, got owned at dota and cs, played halo, watched the longest yard, played risk, played with small toy soliders. Heh, it's fun to go around doing childish stuff. Sometimes.

Meh, forgot to bring my portable hard drive there. Cause his present was inside my hard drive. Haha, I'm using my birthday present to give other people their birthday presents. =D

Back to trying to complete miscellaneous stuff.

Braces. And Tounge. XD

Sunday, 26 November 2006


I'm finally blogging after NRC. =D

I'd probably bore everyone to death if I blog about every single aspect of the NRC. Bleh. I shall practice my summary skills.

First day: Lecture. Rifle Drills. Lunch. Lamp Lighting. Knots. Debrief. Dismissal.
Second day: Lecture. Drills. Lunch. Flagstaff. Debrief. Dismissal.
Third day: Lecture. Lunch. Lashings. Drill Competition. Debrief. Dismissal.

Okies, I know I'm just being lazy to blog about everything. =P

Blee. Walked home after the third day. Ya, I felt super energetic. =) Walked past 9 bus stops, crossed 9 or 10 traffic lights, 2 bridges, 3 basketball courts, 2 soccer fields and 1 soccer cage. Maybe I should try counting the street lights next time. =)

Saw lots of people jogging. Then I wondered, why jog? Why run? Why waste your energy, time, effort to do something which will waste away in the future anyways?

Bleah. Unit hike changed to 23rd? That means I can make it for the drama camp. -.- What an amazing coincidence. -.- Dunno if I should go or not. You're not exactly supposed to go for a 3day 2night camp at St John's Island and drama musical before a full day hike.

At least Nrc is over. Now it's MTS, Total defence/neighbourhood watch test, and chalet?

GAH, you know my name. Dada dada dada da daaaa. =\

Thursday, 23 November 2006

New Guitar.

$140 Acoustic. Free bag, strap, pick and pitch-tuner. Brought another $11 stand. Bleah, I was way over budget but I got an advance. =D

Went to school at 11 to get the fake ic. Went home, changed, went out again. =S Went to plaza sing for lunch and a haircut. The lady cutting my hair was super fast. Like...less than 8mins.

Took a bus down to Bras Basah to buy a guitar. =) The shop where Guan you brought his guitar was super ex lur. Couldn't find an acoustic under 100. All the guitars were like...$500+. =S The fender electrics were locked inside a glass room. O.o Who will pay $8000 for an electric guitar!?!? I don't think I'd bear to play it lur.

Went to the other shop, found this nice looking guitar, brought it, went home, played around, went out again. =/

Went to buy school uniform at my sister's workplace. Erh, no more old pants. =(

Nrc tomorrow. Therefore I won't be blogging or even using the computer except for email. I have no idea how I'm going to survive with a horrible sprain in my right leg, and I most likely won't be able to go for cell group, church, guitar practice, and the spiritual gifts seminar. Sighs.

Wednesday, 22 November 2006

Emotionally Degrading.

It seems like the list of things to do never seem to end.


Went to school for the MTS thing yesterday. We completed the beach scene quite fast...just need to model and animate some coconut trees or something...

Went to cage to play soccer after that. Played for a while, then went to Kovan to eat lunch. Ate at pizza hut, haha, me Jian hui and Chee hock ate exactly the same thing. Discussed where to go cause bowling alley was full.

Decided to go Orchard and took 136 down to Ang Mo Kio. Blarh walked around there doing pretty much nothing until Meryl called and we decided to go her house and watch some horror flick. Took a train down to kallang.

Blee, watched the Dorm at Meryl's house. It wasn't really a horror film. Very 'touching' according to Jian Hui. =P Celebrated Chee Hock's birthday with a cake brought by Meryl and Kristle.
Went home at around 9.30...reached home at 10.30. =
Woke up this morning with a horrible sprain on my right leg. =/

Went for npcc today, lazed around for around 50minutes doing nothing except watching the other ccas. =
Blarh, finally collected camp things at around 12. Went for lunch with Nigel, Yi hong and Xiu yuan at kfc. Met Eugene there and got back my game and controllers from him. Went home after that. Crashed onto bed, slept for around 5hours.

Yawn...I'm still sleepy. And tired, and depressed, and worried, and stressed.

I guess it's all my fault.

Monday, 20 November 2006

Cinema 4d Evaluation.

Weee It's over.

Not that sad cause almost everyone from 2int is coming back for the drama animation(except randolph -.-).

Haha, was rushing throughout cause I thought it was possible to batch render. But after like...2hours? The rendered file was corrupted and could not open. So everything was just rushing about.

Finished everything quite late. Cause I completely forgot to render one scene and hence spent awhile rendering it. Was the second last group to present. Haha, went quite...well...although we didn't add in lots of stuff, like that lava lamp. Haha, SURE OWN ONE LARR. Video to be posted to class blog soon? Youtube doesnt seem to work for me. =(

Instructors briefed us a little on the drama thing we're supposed to animate.

Took mrt home cause it was raining. haha, I planned to walk home again lur...sighs. Heh, and my feet weren't wet at all. But now my new shoes are. =/

Animator Vs. Animation II

Man...I should learn to animate in flash like that. Or cinema4d? Heehee. The first one's nice too.

Go see bibiana's blog for that picture we co-designed for the evaluation project. I'm too lazy to upload it here.

Sunday, 19 November 2006

New Shoes.

=)$60 Adidas from sportslink. Sigh, in one week it'll be all muddy and dirty and wet cause of nrc.

Woke up at 1pm. Gasp, I'm waking up later and later each day. Felt super tired, but dragged myself to go eat with family anyways. Ate at cartel, then brought shoes, then went home. Worked on project, slept at 1am.

Woke up at 10am by parents...couldn't hear alarm ringing. =S Went to Church, sermon was really meaningful. Went for a spiritual gifts seminar that I have no memory of signing up for. But the seminar was nice anyways, although I won't be able to make it next week. =/

Weee Evaluation. And we haven't exactly started animating yet. Bleah.

Saturday, 18 November 2006


Today was...depressing.

Woke up exceptionally early today. Considering I slept at 1? Woke up at 7.30...went to prepare full u...went to school.

Cinema4d practice was ok...all that's left is animation and textures. And rendering and titles and credits and exporting. And we have around 2days left.

Went to find Eugene Tan for lunch at mac after that. He forgot to wear his belt.........hahaha, his mother passed it to him, and he went into his mother's car and that was the last time I ever saw him. AND HE NEVER PASS ME BACK MY GAME. RAWR.

It's not like I cant survive without an xbox anyways. =)

Completely blacked out during training. Scary...this time my hands and legs went numb? Maybe it's cause I slept around 6hours...or maybe cause I didn't really eat much. Felt super cold...dizzy...those kind of things.

Went to Church after that. Worship was really great. Although much longer than usual. But the drum solo was nice. =) Message started with the tabernacle but changed to how Christians should be like. Although I couldn't really focus cause I was super tired. =S

Signed up for publicity in the drama camp. Didn't want to sign up initially, cause I was really afraid I might not be able to make it. The drama clashes with unit hike? But publicity doesn't require you to be present during the drama. =)

Celebrated Guan you's birthday. OOO The cake is nice. Cheesy. Brought a camera, but didn't take any pictures. =P.

Brought a packet of chips on the way back cause my sis had a sudden craving for chips. And since I always have a craving for chips...Heh.

It's already 1.46am. But since I'm too lazy to go edit everything from today to yesterday. =P.

Thursday, 16 November 2006

Messing Around.

Bleh, outing postponed to tomorrow cause Andre has school. Sighs.

What do you do when you have a whole day ahead of you free with nothing to do?

You work. Sighs.
Still left with the interior, textures, and animation.

Haha, took a few breaks though. Messed around a bit with the blogger template. Haha, planning to do lots more, maybe in the future? I feel super drained already.

Tuesday, 14 November 2006

Saint B Mp3 Player

It's still a prototype. But maybe I'll buy it when it comes out? Haha, running out of space on my ppc/ngage...Or I could go the ipod way and buy a shuffle.

Nike Cosplay.

Haha. Lets all buy those shoes and become power rangers!!

It lasted 59 days.

16th September2006-14th November2006.

I'm talking about my headphones of course.

Haha, it lasted only 59days? Compared to my previous set which lasted at least 6months...maybe it's cause I used it for like 1hour+ a day. Compared to 30mins a day last time. Or maybe it's cause someone turned up the volume too loud until the bass boost thing exploded. -.-

Ah wells, was expecting it since it was giving me lots of weird feedback these few days. Maybe it's significance is metaphoric/symbolic?

What do you do when your headphones spoil? You go buy a new one of course. =) Spent my $20 voucher on a new set of sony headphones with sis, although its a much cheaper version.

Course today was on animating the last 2 scenes and learning Windows Movie Maker. They didn't really teach anything chim on Windows Movie Maker. So I didn't really learn anything today. Which is good. Cause I then had time to model the house, which Lenson keeps saying "is very nice" in a sarcastic tone. =(

I completely forgot about the open house article until I received the email from Fionella today.
Thankfully she emailed me, although she was one day late. =
Yea, finally I'll be free tmr to go out with frens. =)

I need a new alarm clock.

Was planning to wake up at midnight to do the project. But then my alarm didn't wake me up even though it was right beside my ears?

Gah. I distinctively remember setting the alarm la. Maybe the tooth fairy came and shut off the alarm. o.O

Bleah, project test yesterday. This time it was much harder? I made a mistake at some point and had to retrace my steps. But I think I did ok. =)

I'm going to get murdered by bibi for not doing the house. =S

Rushing through everything early in the morning is never fun.

Sunday, 12 November 2006

Free Hugs.

Who needs the hug more? The giver or the receiver?

Yea! Lets go Vivo or Plaza Sing with a free hugs card and give out free hugs!!!

Woke up late for Church. =S

Went down for guitar practice at around 2, learned how to play One way-Hillsong. =) Although it's like almost similar to Everyday.

Gah, so many things still need to be done...

Saturday, 11 November 2006

No More Flu.

But sore throat and ulcer now.

Sore throat from where? Maybe I've been eating too much fast food.

Haha, ulcer was because I accidentally bit of a part of my mouth wall with my wisdom teeth. There was a lot of blood and small bits of...gum/flesh? Yar, it's changed to a particularly painful ulcer.

Yesterday was ok, went to meet Sis for dinner after c4d. Wanted to go eat subway...but it was too expensive...haha. Bryan came at around 6.45..went to find a present for his friend. Walked to church after that.

Haha, Biru was complaining during cell that she was feeling hot, then Guan you said:"Sorry".


Rachel Kwan and Guan you were arguing over who was prettier? Eeeee then Guan you took Rachel's new phone and started to mess around with the camera's functions. Haha, he tried some weird burst effect and ended up with 3 same pictures of him.

Jolene was reading this comic about a cat? Worse, it was in chinese!! Haha, then she opened her bag and it was full of library books. o.O

Talked with Chee hock this morning. Until arnd 2am when he needed to sleep. =
Woke up at 7, 7.15, 8,8.30 and 9 respectively. Cause I drifted back to sleep everytime. Heehee.

Haha, I didn't recognise Fionella at first, only because she was sitting with Ondrea. There was this...Serene? From 1int...she beat people dam pain lur...

The teachers kept thinking I was helping out with the stall la. Kenna arrowed cause I was the only boy there, therefore I had to go carry the hi spirits and ice.

Went upstairs to go play arounddo project in IT resource 5. =) No really, I did do something lor. I realised I'm always logged onto filelodge. Always...cause I'm too lazy to ever log out.

Time to start focusing on the project. Date due in...9days? Ya, and I'm not feeling stressed yet even when we haven't even started to model much. Ah wells.

Friday, 10 November 2006


7 things that scares me
-Girls that dress like boys with short hair. Esp those with hair shorter than me. !!!
-Comp crashing. heeheehee.
-Mee. Maggie mee. Cause that time during np we ate maggie mee for lunch and dinner 3days non-stop. *shudders*
-Extremely geeky people. Those that can use the computer for 12hours non-stop. (Which Alvin and Lenson both claim to be normal people.)
-Guitar strings snapping. Cause I'll be too poor/lazy to buy new strings and I won't have a guitar. =(
-Roshan. Haha, I noob mah. (All the non-dota players won't get it. =P)

7 favourite music at the moment
-Ends of the Earth-Hillsong
-From the inside out-Hillsong United
-The Stand-Hillsong United
-Meant to live-Switchfoot
-Everywhere-Yellowcard/Michelle Branch
-An Qing-Jay Chou
-Just the girl-The Click Five

7 people i fancy
(No seriously, I don't 'fancy' anyone. =P)

7 things i said most

7 things i like most
-Acting/Being Weird
-My Computer
-Soccer =)
Playing Guitar

7 people needed to do this survey
I decided not to sabotage anyone. =P Good right?

Horror! Horror!!!

Miss Chew asked me to email Fionella today. GASP. I dunno what to say lur. Can't even remember what she looks like. It's like blind dating? XD Hopefully I'll recognize who she is tomorrow? I think she probably thinks I'm a weird geek now, but haha, least she doesn't read blogs.

Bleah, animating today. Animating your models=super laggy. And lag is not good. =( At least it's just a few more scenes to go. Until we have to animate our evaluation project. BLEAH.
Maybe I'll put the render later?

Bibi asked me to do some weird list thing. -.-

Haha, I'll do it later cause course is almost gonna end.

Ripped from bibi's blogBibiana ripped my design!!!

The above picture is purely satrical in content and not meant in any way to insult the prior owner nor entail any copyright infringements through intellectual property.

Choose which photo you like better. Click until the brain at the bottom left turns pink. Then click on the brain, and you have some interesting weird fact that the "brain" discovered about you.

Fun. But insightful too. Haha, got lots of weird quotes?

"You like to exercise."
O.0 Do I? Maybe that explains why I'm underweight. Heehee. =P

"If you had the chance to lead a cult you wouldn't."
Haha, thats obvious right? Right...

"You Avoid Junk Food."

"You often listen to music."
Eeeks, that's true? Cause my headphones are with me 99% of the time.

"You never drink." long as jolly shandy isn't considered a 'drink'. =)

Haha, I'm addicted to it now...

Thursday, 9 November 2006


I woke up on time. =P

Eeks, project proposals are uber hard to do lar. Can't think of any chim words to use to explain the scene and get more marks.

Didn't sleep well last night. Maybe the air con was too cold, or maybe it's cause I was sneezing repeatedly. Blarh, panadol doesn't seem to have any effect.

Streaming results are posted. Blarh, Physics was merged with Geog? I am so not looking forward to next year's classmates. But anyways, it's all part of the challenge. =)

Got this in an email today.
An American businessman was at the pier of a small coastal Mexican
village when a small boat with just one fisherman docked. Inside the

small boat were several large yellow fin tuna. The American
complimented the Mexican on the quality of his fish and asked how long
it took to catch them. The mexican replied only a little while. The
American then asked why didn't he stay out longer and catch more fish?

The Mexican said he had enough to support his family's immediate needs.
The American then asked, but what do you do with the rest of your time?
The Mexican fisherman said, "I sleep late, fish a little, play with my
children, take siesta with my wife, Maria, stroll into the village each
evening where I sip wine and play guitar with my amigos, I have a full

and busy life, senor.

The American scoffed, "I am a Harvard MBA and could help you. You
should spend more time fishing and with the proceeds buy a bigger boat,
with the proceeds from the bigger boat you could buy several boats,
eventually you would have a fleet of fishing boats. Instead of selling
your catch to a middleman you would sell directly to the processor,
eventually opening your own cannery. You would control the product,
processing and distribution. You would need to leave this small coastal
fishing village and move to Mexico City, then LA and eventually NYC
where you will run your expanding enterprise."

The Mexican fisherman asked, "But senor, how long will this all take?"
To which the American replied, "15-20 years."

"But what then, senor?"

The American laughed and said that's the best part. "When the time is

right you would announce an IPO and sell your company stock to the
public ad become very rich, you would make millions."

"Millions, senor? Then what?"

The American said, "Then you would retire. Move to a small coastal
fishing village where you would sleep late, fish a little, play with

your kids, take siesta with your wife, stroll to the village in the
evenings where you could sip wine and play your guitar with your

It speaks alot if you ponder over it for awhile.

What is the point of success if the only thing you have in the end is the thing u started with in the first place?

Wednesday, 8 November 2006

SYF Opening Ceremony 2006.

I see my face!!(Nah I'm just pretending)
Click on image to see the rest.
I think I'm in the left most column, second row contingent. =)


Yea I'm hawt!
I have no idea why I'm joking.
Maybe it helps to make me optimistic?
I have no idea why I'm blogging like this either.
And I have no idea how I'm going to drag myself from bed tomorrow.
Maybe I should take a break and stay at home sleeping.
But that would mean failing and wasting $120.


Haha, almost everyone's blogged about the chalet already? Except me. Cause I woke up super late today. Maybe I shouldn't have went home late.

Went to pick up my sis, called alvin, then alvin called back to tell me to come at 4. =S

Reached there at around 3.50, but they were still at Chuan hui's Dad's farm? 0.o Walked around looking at weird stuff like the band playing. Met Nigel and Wynne outside the chalet? Went in to wait, walked out to meet keane, went in again, met Zy Jemaine Yi han Elisa, and the rest finally came at around 4.30? -.-

Blee, fire seemed easy to start at first, then after around 30mins the fire started to die. =S Used up 2 boxes of firestarters? Haha, the "continent" charcoal took even longer to burn.

XD played halo2 with Daniel, Chee hock and Eugene. =P

Drank about 8cans of jolly shandy? But i shared with a lot of people though...

Everyone started going home at around 10.20? In the end i was the only one left that didn't have parents to fetch me home, unless you count mr yeo. Heehees. Went home at around 11+? Last bus was 11.45 shirt smells of charcoal/bbq/whatever.

Yea! Looking forward to another chalet with relatives at coasta sands again! Haha, this time I'm staying three days. But it's on the 14th 15th 16th december...sighs...meaning nrc, c4d, and a whole bunch of stuff have to pass before the chalet comes.

Dani California

You'd have to watch the whole video to enjoy it. The hippy part has to be the best. =D

Monday, 6 November 2006


Sunday started with me waking up late for Church. Bleah. Church starts at 11 meaning i have to wake up at 9.30 to be there just in time. Woke up at 10.30. =S

Hence I just stayed at home playing dota until 12. Then my sis finally woke up. Called Bryan to meet him for lunch.

Sister realised her ezlink card was broke. Bleah. So we went to eat at Potong Pasir instead. =/ Left Bryan all by himself. Rained on the way to church, and we were late by 15minutes when we got there.

Haha, but Adriel was even later, he came at around 3.30...

Guitar practice was...ok...first part was learning how to tune a guitar. Bleah. And Adriel turned all the strings until they were untuned. Bleah. Quite ok, used both of Adriel's acoustic electric guitars. Weird, their made of plastic? and they have wires and stuff inside that knock around when you move the guitar about.

Bleahs, homework for guitar practice is to practise the 3 songs. Bleah, or else Adriel will untune everything and we can have lots of fun tuning the guitar again. Lots of fun.

Went Chomp chomp to eat dinner. Yea! Stingraysataysugarcanehokkienmeeprawnsfriedricecarrotcake.
Maybe I'm no longer underweight?

Alarm set at 8 yesterday, but i woke up at 9.30. =S Did as much as I could on the class movie before going to meet the rest for class chalet. Bleah, reached there at around 12.05. But still no one there yet. I think I should start arriving late and make everyone wait for me instead of wait for everything. Yea.

The chalet was fun. Went to check in, but the check in time was 2.30. So me, Alvin, Si peng, Jian hui, and Eugene went to eat. XD. It was funny lar, cause when we were eating 25minutes started playing and me and Jian hui were laughing like mad. Bleah, eating with them=sure to laugh.

Went white sands to buy bbq stuff. o.0 Also brought 12cans of jolly shandy. lol. and 3bottles of sparkling grape/apple. Haha, I think the renaming of items is getting weirder. Now it's mulopong, convoose, and neke?

Went back and lazed around playing blackjack. Then went out again to city hall. Jian hui Si Peng and Alvin are flithy rich lur! 69+ on a single billabong shirt. Haha, best part was they spent a total of $200 and got a free t-shirt which they gave to me. Thanks guys. lol. Should see Jian hui's shirt, the front looks really formal but the back is like gangster complete with spiked hair.

Ate macs at Boon Keng for dinner. Bleah. We wasted 50cents just to eat dinner with Koh...

Sunday, 5 November 2006

Hamster Dance.

Our school modern dance should have this and get the whole school addicted.

Credit goes to keane for getting me addicted to this song.

Saturday, 4 November 2006


Being negative doesn't help when your working. Therefore I decided to try and retain a positive outlook on the circumstantial aspects of life instead of rambling and worrying over depressing issues and coming up with weird hypothetical chim statements just to explain life in it's entirety like this one.

I have no idea where I learned how to write like that. It's just rambling undecipherable nonsense formed by the intellect of a stressed out teenager trying desperately to explain his situation through the use of words.

Ok, I really should stop.

Went for C4d practice yesterday. Didn't really accomplish much, just rendered a few objects to use in the project. But then again, I don't think the rest accomplished much either...

Erh, went early for npcc today..turns out they were cleaning the pegs, kind of contridicting in a sense, we're gonna be using the pegs in a few hours and here we are removing rust from it when it'll be rusty again in a few hours.

Felt super super tired during training, didn't really focus on what to do, maybe I should have slept earlier the night before instead of working...sleeping at 1 the past few days?

Went for cell, sis didn't go cause she was working. Meh, wanted to work too, but because of npcc...
Cell was ok, most of the leaders having a lvls, cell outing when a's end. Weee.
Made up my mind to go sign up for the many activites in Church being organised. Like the drama camp and musical on the 19-22nd december. That was when I realised Npcc unit hike is on the 22nd. =/

Woke up at 8am today, didn't go npcc cause the concert's today and I have to go make last minute changes. Maybe I'll ask my parents to write a letter? Blarh, I can't be bothered anyways. I shall just fail everything and become a private with no badges.

Finished work at around 12, ate lunch, and crashed onto bed. Slept for around 6hours. And still I felt tired and had to drag myself from bed. Went for a swim with family. Took me 3minutes to swim a lap? Gah...haven't been swimming in a long time..

Paycheck due tomorrow? Eh, going to buy a new guitar.. Finally. Barcoding seems so easy now, even though I found it super hard to barcode a few months back, now it's just normal. Learning distortion and variation now though...


Wrote this song two weeks ago? Can't think of what title to call it. Suggestions?

Thanks for the inspiration.

Breaking Point.

I guess not many could tell I was past breaking point the past few days? That's probably why everyone's talking to me about whether this can be change, that can change or not.

Driving the point home: I'm past breaking point. Please don't bother me with your insanely high expectations or requirements anymore. And don't bother to tell me depressing news too, I'll just explode and you'll suffer my horrendous wrath of undefined anger.

Like how I was almost to the point of exploding at Alvin. You were supposed to pass me the pictures when? And the first thing you tell me when I'm online is that you'll pass me the pictures this Monday when you already agreed to sending me the pictures today which I expected in my email inbox. Honestly speaking, it took all my self control to keep from exploding.

I'm tired of trying to live to someone else's expectations. And I definitely need a break.

Friday, 3 November 2006


Started with maths remedial today. It wasn't that boring really. But I felt super tired.

Went home, and realised I had a huge amount of work to do. Gah. Decided to skip everything and take a one hour nap.

Woke up for Npcc. Campcraft training was unenthusiastic cause everyone was also super tired. And many of the boys didn't come. Got scolded cause I pegged wrongly. Hao Xiang also. =/

Felt strangely energetic after npcc. So I walked home, this time going the longer route. Walked past the old hihs, the cage there, the basketball court where they used to practice. The field which we ran 2.4 around is gone, replaced by construction work. So is many empty areas I used to remember.

But still, didn't feel that tired until I reached home 1hr+ later. Realised I still had work which is due tomorrow. Gah, so here I was, trying to do everything without screwing up, and the last thing I need, is for someone to remind me of the incident again. Walking home helped me numb everything, but wow, with one word u brought everything back. Thanks alot man, I appreciate it sooo much, blocking me and being angry at me when I should be the one SCREAMING MY LUNGS OUT AT YOU helped ALOT TOO.

Now I'm grumpy all over again. Must...practice...self...control...

Thursday, 2 November 2006

IEC Cinema 4d Train.

Completed in under 4hours. With extremely long breaks in between. Imo it was more like super easy beginner's course than anything. All step by step instructions that get repetitive after awhile. Should be harder? But then again, I went for the crash course and 2 advanced lessons already. =P

Didn't bother to texture and color. I hate texturing and colouring. Blarh, for the project Bibiana's going to have to do all the texturing and coloring. Or else I'll make everything hotpink. =P

No time to really texture and finish it nicely though. Haha, at least I did get something from making this train. Learned about the symmetry object. Symmetry seems like a cheapskate shortcut way to replicate an object. All automated one. =/

Wednesday, 1 November 2006

1st November 2006

It seems like my life has changed dramatically in a span of a month. o.0

Last Month I was worried about examinations? I rarely give a thought to whether I'll be streamed to the class I want now?

Went to play soccer and discuss about the chalet with a few others. Haha, weird, went to Food Court at hougang mall, then cage, then Food Court again.

Went to Ntuc after that to check the price of items for the bbq. Heehee, me and Jian hui went around speaking nonsense that coincidentally sounded like another language. Blehs. Then we went around giving weird accents to different items, the trick is to replace the vowel of a word with another vowel. Cicks!

Ran home in the rain today. Lightning and thunder in the sky, mp3 playing, flooded pavement, cars driving around. It wasn't really fun...just...fitting.

Was planning to go meet 409people in the afternoon. But the outing was cancelled. =( So much for catching up with pri4 classmates. =/

606 going to wild wild wet tomorrow? Blarhs, can't make it either cause of Npcc. =(

Gah, haven't discussed when to meet with clan yet. =\ Supposed to meet somewhere in November?

I want another cell group outing!! Maybe go to pasir ris again? I think west coast's nicer, but then, it's far away...

Finally, guitar practise this Saturday? Guitar practise was changed to saturday's but the auditorium was book the past few weeks. This time we're practising with a band? I can't seem to keep timing with the drums lar...

Hmm, wonder where I'll be 1 month from now?