Our school modern dance should have this and get the whole school addicted.
Credit goes to keane for getting me addicted to this song.
Sunday, 5 November 2006
Saturday, 4 November 2006
Negativity.
Being negative doesn't help when your working. Therefore I decided to try and retain a positive outlook on the circumstantial aspects of life instead of rambling and worrying over depressing issues and coming up with weird hypothetical chim statements just to explain life in it's entirety like this one.
I have no idea where I learned how to write like that. It's just rambling undecipherable nonsense formed by the intellect of a stressed out teenager trying desperately to explain his situation through the use of words.
Ok, I really should stop.
Went for C4d practice yesterday. Didn't really accomplish much, just rendered a few objects to use in the project. But then again, I don't think the rest accomplished much either...
Erh, went early for npcc today..turns out they were cleaning the pegs, kind of contridicting in a sense, we're gonna be using the pegs in a few hours and here we are removing rust from it when it'll be rusty again in a few hours.
Felt super super tired during training, didn't really focus on what to do, maybe I should have slept earlier the night before instead of working...sleeping at 1 the past few days?
Went for cell, sis didn't go cause she was working. Meh, wanted to work too, but because of npcc...
Cell was ok, most of the leaders having a lvls, cell outing when a's end. Weee.
Made up my mind to go sign up for the many activites in Church being organised. Like the drama camp and musical on the 19-22nd december. That was when I realised Npcc unit hike is on the 22nd. =/
Woke up at 8am today, didn't go npcc cause the concert's today and I have to go make last minute changes. Maybe I'll ask my parents to write a letter? Blarh, I can't be bothered anyways. I shall just fail everything and become a private with no badges.
Finished work at around 12, ate lunch, and crashed onto bed. Slept for around 6hours. And still I felt tired and had to drag myself from bed. Went for a swim with family. Took me 3minutes to swim a lap? Gah...haven't been swimming in a long time..
Paycheck due tomorrow? Eh, going to buy a new guitar.. Finally. Barcoding seems so easy now, even though I found it super hard to barcode a few months back, now it's just normal. Learning distortion and variation now though...
I have no idea where I learned how to write like that. It's just rambling undecipherable nonsense formed by the intellect of a stressed out teenager trying desperately to explain his situation through the use of words.
Ok, I really should stop.
Went for C4d practice yesterday. Didn't really accomplish much, just rendered a few objects to use in the project. But then again, I don't think the rest accomplished much either...
Erh, went early for npcc today..turns out they were cleaning the pegs, kind of contridicting in a sense, we're gonna be using the pegs in a few hours and here we are removing rust from it when it'll be rusty again in a few hours.
Felt super super tired during training, didn't really focus on what to do, maybe I should have slept earlier the night before instead of working...sleeping at 1 the past few days?
Went for cell, sis didn't go cause she was working. Meh, wanted to work too, but because of npcc...
Cell was ok, most of the leaders having a lvls, cell outing when a's end. Weee.
Made up my mind to go sign up for the many activites in Church being organised. Like the drama camp and musical on the 19-22nd december. That was when I realised Npcc unit hike is on the 22nd. =/
Woke up at 8am today, didn't go npcc cause the concert's today and I have to go make last minute changes. Maybe I'll ask my parents to write a letter? Blarh, I can't be bothered anyways. I shall just fail everything and become a private with no badges.
Finished work at around 12, ate lunch, and crashed onto bed. Slept for around 6hours. And still I felt tired and had to drag myself from bed. Went for a swim with family. Took me 3minutes to swim a lap? Gah...haven't been swimming in a long time..
Paycheck due tomorrow? Eh, going to buy a new guitar.. Finally. Barcoding seems so easy now, even though I found it super hard to barcode a few months back, now it's just normal. Learning distortion and variation now though...
Untitled.
Wrote this song two weeks ago? Can't think of what title to call it. Suggestions?
Thanks for the inspiration.
Breaking Point.
I guess not many could tell I was past breaking point the past few days? That's probably why everyone's talking to me about whether this can be change, that can change or not.
Driving the point home: I'm past breaking point. Please don't bother me with your insanely high expectations or requirements anymore. And don't bother to tell me depressing news too, I'll just explode and you'll suffer my horrendous wrath of undefined anger.
Like how I was almost to the point of exploding at Alvin. You were supposed to pass me the pictures when? And the first thing you tell me when I'm online is that you'll pass me the pictures this Monday when you already agreed to sending me the pictures today which I expected in my email inbox. Honestly speaking, it took all my self control to keep from exploding.
I'm tired of trying to live to someone else's expectations. And I definitely need a break.
Driving the point home: I'm past breaking point. Please don't bother me with your insanely high expectations or requirements anymore. And don't bother to tell me depressing news too, I'll just explode and you'll suffer my horrendous wrath of undefined anger.
Like how I was almost to the point of exploding at Alvin. You were supposed to pass me the pictures when? And the first thing you tell me when I'm online is that you'll pass me the pictures this Monday when you already agreed to sending me the pictures today which I expected in my email inbox. Honestly speaking, it took all my self control to keep from exploding.
I'm tired of trying to live to someone else's expectations. And I definitely need a break.
Friday, 3 November 2006
Grumpy.
Started with maths remedial today. It wasn't that boring really. But I felt super tired.
Went home, and realised I had a huge amount of work to do. Gah. Decided to skip everything and take a one hour nap.
Woke up for Npcc. Campcraft training was unenthusiastic cause everyone was also super tired. And many of the boys didn't come. Got scolded cause I pegged wrongly. Hao Xiang also. =/
Felt strangely energetic after npcc. So I walked home, this time going the longer route. Walked past the old hihs, the cage there, the basketball court where they used to practice. The field which we ran 2.4 around is gone, replaced by construction work. So is many empty areas I used to remember.
But still, didn't feel that tired until I reached home 1hr+ later. Realised I still had work which is due tomorrow. Gah, so here I was, trying to do everything without screwing up, and the last thing I need, is for someone to remind me of the incident again. Walking home helped me numb everything, but wow, with one word u brought everything back. Thanks alot man, I appreciate it sooo much, blocking me and being angry at me when I should be the one SCREAMING MY LUNGS OUT AT YOU helped ALOT TOO.
Now I'm grumpy all over again. Must...practice...self...control...
Went home, and realised I had a huge amount of work to do. Gah. Decided to skip everything and take a one hour nap.
Woke up for Npcc. Campcraft training was unenthusiastic cause everyone was also super tired. And many of the boys didn't come. Got scolded cause I pegged wrongly. Hao Xiang also. =/
Felt strangely energetic after npcc. So I walked home, this time going the longer route. Walked past the old hihs, the cage there, the basketball court where they used to practice. The field which we ran 2.4 around is gone, replaced by construction work. So is many empty areas I used to remember.
But still, didn't feel that tired until I reached home 1hr+ later. Realised I still had work which is due tomorrow. Gah, so here I was, trying to do everything without screwing up, and the last thing I need, is for someone to remind me of the incident again. Walking home helped me numb everything, but wow, with one word u brought everything back. Thanks alot man, I appreciate it sooo much, blocking me and being angry at me when I should be the one SCREAMING MY LUNGS OUT AT YOU helped ALOT TOO.
Now I'm grumpy all over again. Must...practice...self...control...
Thursday, 2 November 2006
IEC Cinema 4d Train.
Completed in under 4hours. With extremely long breaks in between. Imo it was more like super easy beginner's course than anything. All step by step instructions that get repetitive after awhile. Should be harder? But then again, I went for the crash course and 2 advanced lessons already. =PDidn't bother to texture and color. I hate texturing and colouring. Blarh, for the project Bibiana's going to have to do all the texturing and coloring. Or else I'll make everything hotpink. =P
No time to really texture and finish it nicely though. Haha, at least I did get something from making this train. Learned about the symmetry object. Symmetry seems like a cheapskate shortcut way to replicate an object. All automated one. =/
Wednesday, 1 November 2006
1st November 2006
It seems like my life has changed dramatically in a span of a month. o.0
Last Month I was worried about examinations? I rarely give a thought to whether I'll be streamed to the class I want now?
Went to play soccer and discuss about the chalet with a few others. Haha, weird, went to Food Court at hougang mall, then cage, then Food Court again.
Went to Ntuc after that to check the price of items for the bbq. Heehee, me and Jian hui went around speaking nonsense that coincidentally sounded like another language. Blehs. Then we went around giving weird accents to different items, the trick is to replace the vowel of a word with another vowel. Cicks!
Ran home in the rain today. Lightning and thunder in the sky, mp3 playing, flooded pavement, cars driving around. It wasn't really fun...just...fitting.
Was planning to go meet 409people in the afternoon. But the outing was cancelled. =( So much for catching up with pri4 classmates. =/
606 going to wild wild wet tomorrow? Blarhs, can't make it either cause of Npcc. =(
Gah, haven't discussed when to meet with clan yet. =\ Supposed to meet somewhere in November?
I want another cell group outing!! Maybe go to pasir ris again? I think west coast's nicer, but then, it's far away...
Finally, guitar practise this Saturday? Guitar practise was changed to saturday's but the auditorium was book the past few weeks. This time we're practising with a band? I can't seem to keep timing with the drums lar...
Hmm, wonder where I'll be 1 month from now?
Last Month I was worried about examinations? I rarely give a thought to whether I'll be streamed to the class I want now?
Went to play soccer and discuss about the chalet with a few others. Haha, weird, went to Food Court at hougang mall, then cage, then Food Court again.
Went to Ntuc after that to check the price of items for the bbq. Heehee, me and Jian hui went around speaking nonsense that coincidentally sounded like another language. Blehs. Then we went around giving weird accents to different items, the trick is to replace the vowel of a word with another vowel. Cicks!
Ran home in the rain today. Lightning and thunder in the sky, mp3 playing, flooded pavement, cars driving around. It wasn't really fun...just...fitting.
Was planning to go meet 409people in the afternoon. But the outing was cancelled. =( So much for catching up with pri4 classmates. =/
606 going to wild wild wet tomorrow? Blarhs, can't make it either cause of Npcc. =(
Gah, haven't discussed when to meet with clan yet. =\ Supposed to meet somewhere in November?
I want another cell group outing!! Maybe go to pasir ris again? I think west coast's nicer, but then, it's far away...
Finally, guitar practise this Saturday? Guitar practise was changed to saturday's but the auditorium was book the past few weeks. This time we're practising with a band? I can't seem to keep timing with the drums lar...
Hmm, wonder where I'll be 1 month from now?
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